Addison Michelle

Boy, have our lives changed in the last 4 weeks. Yes, it's already been 4 weeks since Miss. Addison was born. I can't believe how time has flown!

It all started Wednesday, February 22 at around 5:00pm. I began having contractions every 8 minutes apart. We had already had several "false alarms" where I had contractions for a couple hours and then they just stopped. So we decided to wait for a while before heading up to the hospital. I had already cleaned the house and done all the laundry earlier that day, but I decided to make sure I had everything ready in our bags. Around 7:30 we decided to take Brooklyn to my grandparents and head on up to the hospital. We called both our moms to let them know we were going but not to come up yet. It's a good thing they waited...

We got to the hospital and they got me all set up on monitors in the triage in labory & delivery. By this time, my contractions were roughly every 2-3 minutes. Sounds like I was trucking along, right? No. Though I had dilated to a 2, I wasn't dilating any more. I wasn't 39 weeks just yet, so the OBGYN on call wouldn't admit me because if he had to break my water he would technically be "inducing" me. They didn't want to send me home because I would just be right back up there. So we waited... We walked the hospital a couple of times. I did some squats. They just needed any progress to admit me.

Finally, right after midnight they could admit me. (I was 39 weeks exactly according to them) They started my IV and I just about passed out. You'd think after having one child, I wouldn't get weak just by getting an IV...but no. I didn't have to wait long too long to get my epidural. I started out doing really good while she was giving it to me. I felt everything, but I was calm and it really didn't hurt all that bad...but as soon as she had got it done, and before she put the medicine in, my blood pressure dropped to 60/30 and I just about passed out again. They gave me some oxygen and I quickly got to feeling better.

Shortly after, my mom got there and I don't remember very much after that. They gave me a concoction of drugs for nausea, itching, patocin, and just the normal fluids. I literally slept for hours. I would wake up when visitors came or when the nurses tried to talk to me but I was just too exhausted to remember much. Around 2:20 I knew something had changed and I just barely mentioned it to my mom before falling back asleep. She went to get the nurse to check me and it was go time!

Addison was pushing herself out without my help. They usually have you push before the doctor gets there so all they have to do is catch the baby...but the nurse said not to push at all because she was already coming out on her own. My doctor got there quickly and with only 6 pushes, for a total of 4 minutes, Addison was here! 8 lbs. 2 oz 19 1/2 inches

Here are just a couple pictures from her birth:

Luke and Matthew have been best friends for a very long time. Matthew and Bethany had Jett 3 weeks before Addison was born. We were excited to get a picture of them together as baby's. They're going to grow up being good friends.

This was when we were going home.

She looks so much like Brooklyn right here that I'm sure one day I won't know which daughter this is.

Homemade Laundry Detergent

I don't know about you but I've gotten tired of buying laundry detergent and paying those high prices! I haven't gotten good at couponing so I don't get it free or half-off or even for a lower price. So I've decided to make my own laundry detergent and try it out for a while.

A couple years ago, my supervisor at work gave me a recipe and told me how she made her own laundry detergent, it lasted her a year at least, and only cost $13. I wanted to try it then, but was scared and didn't really have a reason to since my mom still bought everything. I've lost the recipe she gave me, so I turned to Pinterest (of course) to find a similiar recipe to use. Her's was liquid and I chose to do a powdered kind, but the ingredients were very similiar:

1 cup borax

1 cup Arm & Hammer washing soda

1 bar of Fels-Naptha (soap)

You start out by grating the bar of soap just like you would cheese. It's the same color too so other than the smell it looks exactly like cheese.

Then you add the Borax and washing soda (1 cup each). Mix as best you can.

You can leave it in th same container you made it in, but I found a large mason jar around the house to put it in. Then I used my Cricut to label it with the correct measurement for use. (1 tbsp)

And there you have it! Homemade laundry detergent. I spent less than $10 and still have enough Borax and washing soda to make at least 5 more batches. The soap is less than a dollar too. All you do is use 1 tbsp of the mix per load of laundry so it lasts a long time!

I tried it out on a load of laundry (without fabric softner) and it doesn't really leave much of a smell. It has a faint hint of the soap, but it doesn't smell like all the fancy detergent we pay $$ for. Hopefully it won't let me down...I'm going to try it with fabric softner to see if that will make my clothes smell good. Let me know what you think if you've tried this before!

The Hunger Games

Everyone has recently been talking about The Hunger Games. They've made a movie that is going to come out in March, so this trilogy of books has quickly become very popular. I love reading and needed a good book, so I decided to take everyone's advice and read The Hunger Games.

I was not disappointed! It captured me from the very beginning. It's a pretty easy book to read as well. I don't recommend it for younger kids or even young teenagers because the concept of th Hunger Games is pretty barbaric. Kids killing other kids for "entertainment" of those in the capitol. Thankfully we don't live in that kind of world. The main characters fight against this barbaric-ism the entire trilogy which is what makes the books so good and captivating.

I always seem to analyze the books I read (thank you world lit!) but I'll save anyone reading this the pain of what I feel the author could be suggesting about our governement. I definitely think this is going to be a good movie and I cannot wait to see it! (Liam Hiemsworth is in it ;)

So if you're looking for a good book(s) to read, I recommend The Hunger Games trilogy.

New Year's Resolution

WOW!! 2011 sure did fly by fast! It was a good year for me! I got a nephew, found out I was going to have another little girl, and graduated from college! But as this new year started to role around, I began thinking about what I wanted my resolution to be.

I've made resolutions every year since I can remember. Sometimes I just make one resolution so I can focus on it and try hard not to break it. (I probably lasted a few weeks at the most) I've made lists, put my resolutions in colorful writing on my bedroom wall, etc. But I NEVER keep my resolutions.

I guess my resolutions are never a big deal to keep either which is why I can't seem to keep them. I want to lose weight, work out more, do daily devotionals, actually try to put effort in school, keep up with my journal, not hit the snooze button in the morning, etc. All these seem like good resolutions, but they also have something in common...they focus on ME...that and I can never keep them.

Last night I was praying about this new year and how I was excited to see what God had in store. In the back of my mind I realized I still needed to make my resolution. That's when God spoke to me! Not audibly, which might have given me a heart attack, but I heard in my heart "why do you keep focusing on things such as resolutions, why don't you try focusing on me instead?" WOW!

That's when this years "resolution" came to my mind. Instead of focusing on pointless resolutions and my ability not to keep them, I am going to focus on God. After hearing God speak to me, my mind immediatly went to Colossians 3:2 which says: "Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth."

Colossians 3:2 is my "new year's resolution." I want to set my mind on God and grow in His wisdom. I want to learn everything He has to say to me. I want to show Brooklyn and Addison what a true relationship with God looks like and what a parent who has that kind of relationship looks like. I want the world to see a difference in me and know that it could only come from God.

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What do you choose?

Lately I feel so whiny!! And that is not the kind of person I like to be. To most people I'm not, but to those I feel are close enough to listen (Luke and my mom) I can sure whine about things.

I had a VERY easy pregnacy with Brooklyn!!...but this one has turned out not to be so easy. I spent the first 13 weeks naucious (I never once got this way the first time, and I don't throw up unless I'm super sick!). I tried crackers and even getting medicine from my doctor but even those made me naucious. I already have indegestion (I'm so sorry for all the people who suffer this all the time!) and it made me walk hunched over like an old man! My back hurts all the time, I've had a lot of pain in my stomach, and I. AM. SO. TIRED!!!!!!! I can't get enough sleep. And the more sleep I get, the more tired I am!

After listening to me whine, I'm sure you're wondering when I'm going to get to the point...Well here it is: I. Am. Blessed. Beyond. Belief!!!

*I am able to get pregnant!
*Both of my children are healthy (though one does have a double ear infection right now and the other is just now forming ears)
*I have a husband who loves me, supports me, and takes care of me
*My daughter thinks I'm the greatest person alive!
*I've had no complications during this pregnancy

After having a miscarriage earlier this year, I feel as though I am blessed beyond belief to have this new baby! I can remember praying that if God lets me have another child I wouldn't care how sick I was or how much I hurt because I would give Him all the glory for blessing me with another child.

So, that is what I am going to do! When I'm too tired to stay up and do homework, when I just have to sit down to teach because I'm too dizzy to stand up, when I have to make frequent trips to the bathroom, I am going to praise God! I can choose to let the devil cripple me or I can choose to live for God, allow myself to be blessed by Him, and praise Him constantly for all that He has given me. I choose the latter! What do you choose?

It's Been FOREVER!

Lately I've been so busy! I worked full time at the bank this summer...but last Friday was my last day. It was very bitter-sweet! I've worked there for 3 1/2 years. These people (my work family) have seen me through so much: going to college, dating Luke, getting married to Luke, having Brooklyn, ...pretty much everything in the last 3 1/2 years! I will definatly miss them!

I thought I would start going to my school to get ready for student teaching this week, but luckily I got a break and don't start until next week. A whole week off! Just me and Brooklyn! You would think I could have gotten SO. MUCH. DONE! Wrong!!! All I've done is slept!! haha and that is so not like me! I've taken a nap every day (except today because I am refusing one!) and then gone to bed by 9! I don't like being lazy. I prefer to be doing something. But I can only clean my house for so long without getting absolutly. bored. out. of. my. mind!

I did get one thing done this week! I finally scrapbooked!!! I've been wanting to print all the pictures I've taken of Brooklyn to make a cute scrapbook out of it! I wanted to get it all done before the new baby comes...we'll see if I can manage enough creativity by then. I've done 40+ pages and have only really captured the last year of Brooklyn's life. I've got quite a bit more to do but I have to take another break since school is starting...and I have to be in the mood to get anything accomplished.

This is the only page the new baby has yet (I'm getting a jump start on him/her):

Here's Brooklyn's stack:

While I was being creative, I thought I'd get ready for school. Here's my binder for student teaching:


Brooklyn was the only kid to come to our AOL back in July, so she got to eat cookies and got all the attention:

She loves Mommy's glasses! They make her so smart!

She's pretending to be scared of the flash! She's such a ham!